I don't think I'm going to go too far with this yet, but to say the past month has been probably the most difficult of my life wouldn't be an overstatement.
I love my wife, and the process of getting a diagnosis has been extensively torturous.
I don't know how this could have been foreseen, and what the future will hold, but soul searching and trying to find little wins and hope is a daily if not hourly process.
In due time, I'll likely go more into detail, especially when is more fully known. And this isn't the only place that'll likely be, however I'm not one to go sharing this kind of stuff in detail on several sites..just see what happened at the end of 2019 for me.
But in due time..which may be sooner than later, some guts may be spilled. I mean afterall, this blog has been as much of a form of therapy for me as other things (documenting my taste, opinions, lists, life events, etc).
edit: wtf..it's a fucking plague. I swear..just seeing so many examples in the news/social media.