It's a lot of no bueno. There's a ton of those 400+ tunes that either I think of Joyce for..Kimbra is a biggie, that I'm gonna have a massive grief episode if I listen to. Cameo Lover totally brings me back to 2011 and when Joyce loved that tune.
Unless it has the opposite of fear of an effect, in that I WANT to and ENJOY feeling of being brought back to 2011 when we were 1st a couple?
Also many are just sad, melancholy tunes, that I love, but they are not uplifting exactly.
Sucks.
I may need to listen to older music that has nothing to do with Joyce or thinking of her, that isn't so sad? unsure.
Questions to ponder for therapists?