7/22/25-10/22/25
It seems like the longest 3 months, or even 3 years of my life.
I truly hope and pray it will get easier eventually.
Grief triggers nearly every day, and wondering how I will be able to live like I have since she passed away for a sustainable amount of time.
I do hold some hope in doing new things, meeting new people, or will do both in the coming times.
But, it's still a struggle, thinking she should still be here with me. That it wasnt very long ago things were normal per say for Joyce and I.
And it all changed in what seemed like the blink of an eye.
I'm doing my best, but to say this has changed me pretty dramatically would be accurate. Changed what I think or how I see reality and life.
I guess in some fashion it happens to most people with the loss of a loved one. A spouse/partner you love especially.
